Single Life, Relationship, or Situationship ? #30DayBlogChallenge

Day 11

Well my current relationship status is single. At the age of 22, being single have its ups and downs of course. I've developed a lot of mixed emotions about the single life. In 2014 I broke up with my ex boy friend of two years and I've been back "on the market" since. I enjoy having the freedom of not really answering to anyone about who, what, when, where I'm doing whatever it is I'm doing, but the single life does get lonely sometimes. Since my break up there's one guy that truly caught my interest and our situationship has been a complete roller coaster and I'm not sure it's even worth the ride. Wait, let me go back and define what a situationship is in case you've never heard of the term. 

A situationship is basically a pseudo-relationship masking itself as a formative relationship. It smells like a relationship, it sorta looks like a relationship, and it may even feel like one, but it's not. So yeah for those of you out there in a situationship, you're definitely not the only one; I think this is actually extremely common in today's world. Anyways, my situationship has sadly ended, because of an argument and me getting a little too sensitive. I've tried reconciling, but all of my attempts have failed and now I probably am marked off as a stalker to him, but oh well at least I can't say I didn't try. Being 21 makes you constantly wonder, will I ever find "the one," or have you found him/her but you messed it up. No one wants to be alone forever, I'm sure that even a sociopath would rather have another sociopathic partner to laugh with. However that doesn't mean that you shouldn't be able to withstand being alone, because you should. The dating pool is difficult because not only are you mixing people backgrounds and personality, but you have to recognize who's worth "fighting" for and realize that you're not 100% perfect either. I think that's what's wrong about today's dating, everyone just seems to be waiting for Mr. Perfect with the flaws that they hand pick, or drop and rush the situation before there's even enough time to develop. Clearly I'm no relationship guru, but I will say that I know when I'm wrong and how to apologize. My standards are high as they should be, but I'm also aware of the things I'm willing to compromise on based on that person. If you don't plan on compromising than don't plan on a fulfilling relationship.